The serenade of lost innocence blinds my eyes
As I wait for you in the darkness
I am bare
I have lost concept of time

Walls collide like brick sand castles
We wonder where this will go
Seems like my train is now derailed
And the coroner is taking his time.

I am on this ceiling made of sheets on a cold heart
Trying to bring you warmth
did you know she was waiting?
My world is rotting

Is this love diseased
cursed from the very beginning
to our end

You are the forbidden
I'm begging you to let me in
Is love a lie that you told me
In open arms
closed mouth
Stern eyes

You are the strength that turns this lion into a mouse
How can you do this to me?

I let everything pass away
I let the ocean take me
So I cant feel the cold

Compagni di anima




White dress woven and lined with dirty secrets
Of all those who have gone
She waits alone on this ocean
Will you rescue her from the storm?

Can she rescue you , from yours?
Innocence remains in the eyes of my hunter
Will you come for me tonight?

This heart it beats in your blood line
streaming through your soul
Feel me healing time?

through violent scars
And graveyards
I will bring you light
I promise.

sackcloth picture frame stitched into time
where we lay
Can you hear it beating
Under your lungs
I am your eyes
Show me the world

I am your time
I want to dye in you.




White dress
Knees bruised
She loves you
I don't know how to fight this war
To win .
All I know is my lungs need you to breathe
My mouth needs you to speak
My soul needs you to ache



Such a violent road
and a calm storm
As we grasp hands
blood to bone



I would sail a thousand oceans
Just to reach you for a moment



Would you save her to seize it?

"Damn it!" she exclaimed as the digital clock timer went off, indicating that she had just lost on time.

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In Honor of my long held desire to molest the boy who lived-- and also in honor of smut week!

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This may be too um....Erotic....if it is let me know I will remove it, well here goes.....

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Alright, I've been slacking!

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Pure vandalism this, I'm afraid...:

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Harmoni's Challenge;

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In The Absence Of Yellow



Guitar strings hum over the silent crowd
The one that stands heavy in my mind
I see thiere faces
My angry Audience
I search the sky for falling stars
If I wished hard enough
Would you
Could you make it alright
I stand amidst a thousand hungry demons
Hunting my blood
I know they want me

I stand tall
I fear nothing except God
Eyes stare
Keeps me up at night
The phone lies cold and silent
I am weakened by strife
By your smile
Was it deceiving all along
Have you found one more
This computer screen lies blank
Stares back at me
She says to run away
I hold on to dead weight
I am tired
Sealed fate!

Twisted and all alone in the dark
I love you
I hate being alone
I tremble in your eyes
Sinking in your lies
Making them my very own truths
Just so I can have one more night
I am the light
Drawing crayons on sand
Doesn't seem to make it right
The piano plays
Violins over my grave
So I write
You lie silent
Not even realizing I write these lines
As I dress up for you every day
Falling asleep with the phone hoping you call
And this air remains silent.
Alone
Fighting against the crowd
I am suffocating
Sing me my last melody
But there is no one there
Read me my last rights
I say good night
But yet there is no one there

You're Going to HATE me for this one!

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Yesterday in the mirror of hope I saw a man.

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Rings of rust erode around glass eyes
Mechanical and separated
Black rotting ice
Frames this heart
I subside
Snow nights
Guess the code
One last text
Tells all the regret
Can you read between these lines
Never thought much about it did you.
Question marks becomes periods
Exclamation marks become words of regret
Shattered
I am thrown from your windshield
Hitting the floor of your confusion
Every bone in me is broken
Your upset
I am upset you put the breaks on
You clean up the pieces
Leave me in the center divider
Another ambulance will find her tonight
Blood pours from my mouth
I have this crowd
I always seem to have a crowd
No one comes across the lines
Chalk drawn around me
Fate is screaming at me
Stand!
I look her in the eye
Tell her this is her fight
She holds her fingers over my face
I cant breath .
The stage is quiet
He never came to see if I was ok
I search for his eyes
Nothing ! She says.
Ice melts into puddles
For the first time I am scared
Vultures crowd
I try to walk
As I write this now.
Will you read it.
As periods become question marks.

I sing this song for you
Will you read the lines
Of this little girl blues
No one touched me quite like you did
You say friends
Life brings no guarantees darling
As I watch you slip away
Back doors and cold nights
Leave a mess inside
Don't worry about troubling your self
You know I will be alright
Just fighting through this cold
Lying here alone tonight
So we bring on the storm
Chase the clouds away before it snows
And remember all these months we had to grow
Something alone
So she says," Ill miss you" as she waves good bye
To every Friday night
She holds her head high
Because what's meant to be
Will come around again
For another ride
She cant wait
She waits
So I lie here
The dawn doesn't feel so warm today
You are my beautiful inspiration
Settling in some sort of picture frame
So I write
The perfect nursery rhyme
Hoping for one more night
But don't trouble your self
I will be alright
Good byes are like monsters
Hiding under the beds of time
Never knowing when they will raise there heads
So I kiss off to the wind
Keep this heart hardened to not feel the pain
But what's meant to be will be
I cant cry over spilled destiny
So take my hand , she says.....
Don't trouble your self it will be alright

Hello ladies and gents!

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